Y O U

 I know that I am not the home you desire.

 I know that I am not the love you want.

 I know that I am not the intelligence you need.

 I know that. I really fucking know that.

 But I wanted to be.

 I wanted to be all the things you needed.

 I wanted to be all the things you desired.

 I wanted to change for you so I`d be the one you want.

 You don`t want me.

 You don`t want anyone.

 You don`t even deserve me.

 Why was I so fucking blind?

 You`re not someone special.

 You`re not the one I love.

 You`re nobody to me.

 And yet, you are all.

 A part of me still loves you.

 I`m not sorry for that.

-Nellow